Sad

Saturday night and I'm cleaning the house
Seems like an eternity since I've been out
To the discotheque as my dad once called it
Soon I'll be too old to even recall it

And I am growing older with every passing second
It's happening much faster than I had imagined it would
And I am wallowing in so called better yesterdays
I am wallowing

Because I am sad right now
So don't ask me how
I'm gonna pull myself out of it
I don't have a clue
Because I am sad right now
and I feel as though I will never smile again

So I guess I'll turn the tv on
Without any sound
Pour another gin and
Write for awhile
I'm drinking alone on a Saturday night
But I will not lose sight
Of the little sister who loves me for who I am
The mother never pushed me away, no matter how far I ran
Playing a guitar with my two favorite men
They make me believe that I will smile again

But I am sad right now
So don't ask me how
I'm gonna pull myself out of it
I don't have a clue
But I am sad right now
So don't ask me how
I'm gonna pull myself out of it
I don't have a clue
Because I am sad right now
and I feel as though I will never smile again